tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6393283123747063306.post9056756675653700287..comments2023-04-27T09:09:49.945-05:00Comments on Making Peace With the Wrong Side of 40: Another disgustingly productive dayCindy Lou Whohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10369628893088728744noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6393283123747063306.post-1726022389388794212011-12-08T23:48:32.365-06:002011-12-08T23:48:32.365-06:00Um, ditto on the candy.Um, ditto on the candy.LucidLotushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10265635822495261606noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6393283123747063306.post-84490059875587383512011-12-08T13:46:22.323-06:002011-12-08T13:46:22.323-06:00Oh, how I crave the time just to sit still right n...Oh, how I crave the time just to sit still right now but I have none. I am very much capable of sitting still, but I don't know if it classifies as doing nothing ... knitting, reading, making stuff.<br /><br />But for now, with three smallish children (two homeschooling) and a renovation that is near finished and desperately awaiting rental status, there simply is no time.<br /><br />In my way, I may be a bit jealous, even if you feel restless. Funny that.<br /><br />One of the things I loved the most about recovery was the discovery of the in between things, like being restless and being (mostly) okay with it and curious about what simply being restless felt like. I almost felt like a scientist in my own life back then, with my head permanently tipped to one side. There were lots I struggled with too, but that is a memory I most certainly cherish.<br /><br />And send candy. Stat. Because you love me.karenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15428202747324083680noreply@blogger.com