So yesterday was rather productive and I ended it feeling pretty good. I blame the meeting I made Saturday night.
I made my homegroup, and it is amazing how quickly peace started to overcome me as I sat in that chair. It's amazing how different my attitude was yesterday compared to last week.
I got up and cleaned the nasty ass bathroom that hasn't seen a rag and cleaning solution in heaven only knows how long. I had a great conversation with a friend, and I went to the DMV. The DMV didn't take as long or cost as much as I expected it to, so I went shopping. (Hey, I've been obsessing over wanting a purple top or blouse. I found a deep blue one that is almost indigo and it will do nicely, thank you.)
Somewhere during my day I realized that I will be paying off that stupid ticket from the crash with the paycheck I get today. What a relief. Also, I only owe the doctor a mere eighty dollars, if they'd ever send me a statement so I could pay it off. However, I can pay that in little ten dollar bits here and there since I won't need his services again until pollen season.
I also came to the realization that I have probably quit my job and just haven't told them yet. (I still haven't decided if I am going to tell them at all, considering that I told them Sunday as I left that they need not even bother trying to call me on Monday as I would be dealing with the DMV and couldn't help them and they fucking called me anyway at eight in the morning before I had even finished my second cup of coffee. I totally ignored the call. My sponsor said "good for you!")
I also got halfway to caught up with the laundry, and only have ironing left to do.
In spite of the fact that I did not do ALL THE THINGS yesterday, it felt really productive. It felt really good. I may not have done anything super exciting or out of the ordinary; that doesn't change the fact that it felt like I was alive.
Today, I gots to do mah hairs. The roots is showing I gots to go to the grocery store. We haz no food. But that's all right. I also gots to take mah puppy to a puppy birthday party at the puppy day care, and I am having lunch (not Starbucks) with a friend. We might even play some air hockey.
Today, I am grateful to be alive. I am grateful for a new perspective. I am grateful for Sunshine. I am feeling peace in spite of the honey-do list I still have awaiting me. Today is a good day.
I blame the meeting.